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Started out today in a good mood. Made time to drink coffee, use lightbox, and used the exercise bike. Used my new sugar scrub in the shower (spearmint eucalyptus! I smell like gum!) and my new body butter (honey saffron! I smell totally amazing!). I put on a Sabine outfit (green dress, purple tights, tall brown boots. Got hugs from both kids, even though Emi was barely awake and Ox was coughing bad.
Got to work. Started Doing Things. Checked my personal email.
Grandpa's back in the hospital. Doing not so good. Not good in the "Grandma's afraid he's giving up" kind of not good way.
I'm worried.
I'm taking the steps I can - let my TL (who's awesome) know. Get as much done as possible in case I have to take off.
Make plans to hug kids tight when I get home.
Turn on lightbox to try to stimulate happy brain chemicals.
Quietly worry. Try to not cry. Get things done. Drink my coffee. Listen to my book. Try to not let the worry slosh over onto other things.
Happy Friday. I sincerely hope your email is happier than mine.
Got to work. Started Doing Things. Checked my personal email.
Grandpa's back in the hospital. Doing not so good. Not good in the "Grandma's afraid he's giving up" kind of not good way.
I'm worried.
I'm taking the steps I can - let my TL (who's awesome) know. Get as much done as possible in case I have to take off.
Make plans to hug kids tight when I get home.
Turn on lightbox to try to stimulate happy brain chemicals.
Quietly worry. Try to not cry. Get things done. Drink my coffee. Listen to my book. Try to not let the worry slosh over onto other things.
Happy Friday. I sincerely hope your email is happier than mine.