I'mma smack someone

I just got another surprise werk trip. That makes three for this month. I hate everything.

I'm driving to Peoria next Tuesday night and back the next evening. As of right now, I can't remember if there's something going on either of those nights that I'm going to miss.

I'm sick of the higher-ups assuming that we low-level tech experts have no lives and can just travel on a whim. Maybe some people enjoy it, but I always prefer to be home. I'm sick of them saying "But we gave you a WEEK'S notice?! What's the problem?!". Now I have to, again, scramble to find backups for all the other work that I won't be getting done.

Therapy tomorrow is going to hurt. I'm afraid that my safe place isn't going to be safe enough. But I need the help, so I'm going to go and do my best and be honest and all that crap.

Good Things To Look Forward To: Paint Nite with Au! Yay! Muppet fusion and Nerd fusion! Yay! Halloween! Reading some good books and good audiobooks! Good podcasts! Seeing my dad's family in November! THANKSGIVING!

I can do this. I'm just really annoyed with my bosses right now.