anxiety brain

Anxiety brain is kicking into overdrive today. Here are some of the things:

• Major program I need to do my work decided to just not load today. Uninstalling and reinstalling didn't help. PANIC!
• Restarting my computer to help Major Program work. Outlook didn't want to come back up. PANIC!
• Customer is being dumb about organizing a meeting. They keep changing the time, now to a point where I have to miss another meeting I should really go to. PANIC!
• I'm doing a Lucy makeup test today. I'm wearing Bright Red Lipstick. I don't even. PANIC!
• My shirt, though cute, is snug. My skirt is also snug at the top. All chub on display. PANIC!
• My shoes, though EXTREMELY comfortable, are neither trendy nor adorable. PANIC!
• Werk crazy times start on Monday. I have to be dressed, makeup, hair, and doing a Lucy impression by 7:15 Monday morning. I don't know how to do the hair yet. I need to binge watch more episodes to be able to do a decent impression. PANIC!
• I need to re-henna my hair. We have out-of-town guests this weekend. How am I going to both dye my hair and practice styling it and get my hemming done and my laundry done and iron my clothes for next week and do my fantasy football draft with work group and get the house picked up and get all the things accomplished and still be a decent host and talk to my friends and admire their offspring and and and and and PANICPANICPANIC.

My shirt is bright blue. It has Karen Hallinon's illustration of Stitch wearing Jayne's Cunning Hat. It is teh cute.

fabric

Fabric links. Patterns for Pirates (P4P) released a leggings pattern for women. For free. The Facebook group has been inundated with extremely cute leggings. If I had an unlimited budget, here are some fabrics I would by for me, Emi, and probably Alex. For all sorts of projects. Just window shopping.

Mermaid scales - http://www.spandexpro.com/mermaidfishscale/small-mermaid-5
Red paisley - http://www.spandexpro.com/paisley-print/paisley-print
Blue paisley- http://www.spandexpro.com/paisley-print/paisley-print-3
Peacock green - http://www.spoonflower.com/fabric/2081332
Peacock purple - http://www.spoonflower.com/fabric/3485349
Gaming - http://www.spoonflower.com/fabric/606206
Pac Man ghosts - http://www.spoonflower.com/fabric/582187
Rainbow invaders - http://www.spoonflower.com/fabric/2114620
Star Treck insignia - http://www.spoonflower.com/fabric/1303158
Splatter paint (Emi loves this one) - http://spandexworld.com/c3/catalog/product/13059
Stained glass (another Emi pick) - http://spandexworld.com/c3/catalog/product/12072
Several cute prints here (can't direct link, dammit) - http://www.printknitsstudio.com/category_8/PRINT-KNITS.htm
Retro doodle - http://stormysocheekyfabric.bigcartel.com/product/retro-doodle
Robots! - http://stormysocheekyfabric.bigcartel.com/product/blue-robots
Turtles! - http://stormysocheekyfabric.bigcartel.com/product/turtles
Vader sugar skulls - http://knitorious-fabric.myshopify.com/collections/in-stock/products/vader-skulls-blue
Saccharine sweet unicorns (Emi chose it) - http://knitorious-fabric.myshopify.com/collections/in-stock/products/pre-order-uni
Blue Tentacles - http://knitorious-fabric.myshopify.com/collections/in-stock/products/pre-order-kraken-blue
Red Tentacles - http://knitorious-fabric.myshopify.com/collections/in-stock/products/red-kraken-legs-limited-retail-print
Rainbow Galaxy - http://knitorious-fabric.myshopify.com/collections/in-stock/products/pre-order-rainbow-galaxy
This site has good solids - https://www.fashionfabricsclub.com/p180749_38172-dark-blue-activewear
Blue scrolls - https://www.fashionfabricsclub.com/p180005_38277-teal-greenblue-scroll-swimwear
Blue and lace - https://www.fashionfabricsclub.com/p115088_34106-blue-florallace-swimwear
Foxen! - http://www.girlcharlee.com/fox-family-on-cobalt-blue-cotton-jersey-blend-knit-fabric/girl-charlee-p-10866.html
Reindeer (Emi choice) - http://www.girlcharlee.com/classic-blue-bittersweet-red-triangle-stag-on-white-cotton-jersey-blend-knit-fabric/girl-charlee-p-12197.html?cPath=192
Many pretty shiny colors - http://stylishfabric.com/swimwear-fabrics/blue-blue-fog-foil-tricot-knit-fabric-for-swimwear-activewear-dancewear-and-sportswear.html
Polka dots