Something gave.
Oct. 19th, 2005 08:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sabineThe last several days have been wonderful. In an unusual turn of events, my headspace has been overwhelmingly positive. My negativity has fled to parts unknown.
I'm. not. arguing.
This is such a change from what it used to be and what I'd been living with over the last few weeks. I don't know what exactly changed, but I have some theories. One is that I'm getting comfortable at work, so that stress has faded. Another is that, because Clayton stuck by me when things weren't so good, now I'm more convinced that he's not just going to up and leave me. A contributing factor might be the running I've been doing - I hear that good things are supposed to happen as a result from improved fitness.
At any rate, life has been a fabulous experience recently. Instead of being utterly freaked out and wanting to run away from the whole "wedding thing", I'm looking forward to it...but not necessarily to any of the planning. *grin*
And, yes, Sunday is going to rawk.
That is all.
I'm. not. arguing.
This is such a change from what it used to be and what I'd been living with over the last few weeks. I don't know what exactly changed, but I have some theories. One is that I'm getting comfortable at work, so that stress has faded. Another is that, because Clayton stuck by me when things weren't so good, now I'm more convinced that he's not just going to up and leave me. A contributing factor might be the running I've been doing - I hear that good things are supposed to happen as a result from improved fitness.
At any rate, life has been a fabulous experience recently. Instead of being utterly freaked out and wanting to run away from the whole "wedding thing", I'm looking forward to it...but not necessarily to any of the planning. *grin*
And, yes, Sunday is going to rawk.
That is all.
